Hey guys, its 11.40pm now and I'm still wide awake. Just came back from rehearsal for the good friday drama, ''the exchange''. it will be held at 2 venues, first one at jw building near gek poh community centre and the other at cck near sunshine place.
so yeap, be there! it will be awesome guaranteed..

anyways, this is random but i just really wanna thank God for always being there for me, been really hectic this past few months and all, life really seems so different this year compared to the other years, but yeap even though stuffs happen for unknown reasons, i know theres a reason for this, and whatever problems there is i will continue to look to God, yeap this year is going to be tiring and full of suprises, be it good or bad, but i pray that God continues to help me learn to set my eyes and attention on him and him alone and to not lose focus on him

anyways have to try to sleep now, theres school tomorrow and its starts at 8...so tiring. hope I'll be able to concentrate during class tomorrow. ") nights and God bless

waaaa its 1.26am now...not that its any accomplishment for staying up this late. haha.so i manage to pass my test and in about a weeks time will be my holidays.

so yeap not much has happen for the pass few weeks, just the same old routines, go to school, net, edge, Sunday morning etc..still i wanna thank god even in the little things, that even though nothing much has happen or anything, he's still there. and i pray that he continues guide me. so yeap thats all. short post i know, i'm tired..and before i go please pray for japan for the recent earthquake that took place there, pray that god continues to watch over them in this desperate time. alright I'm going to sleep. ''yawns'' Good night!

Sup homies! hope you been well and good! haha so yea, my first week of school was relaxing, no lesson no nothing, just peaceful. Going to learn new modules and some of the new modules looks kinda interesting, I'll be learning how to dismantle and put back a computer so yeap if you need someone to fix your com in future, i'm your guy! though i probably just make it worst! haha! thank God for the new timetable also, its sooooo much more better than the previous one,haha!

so i've been under the weather lately..having cough and flu, argh!! so irritating with the phlegm and mucus and all. Real bad weather alot of people getting sick too nowadays. Yeap so anyways i just finished watching 'personal taste' a Korean drama, Really love the story line. You guys should watch it! recommended haha! and yeap just to add on i recently became a Korean drama-kpop freak so don't go disturbing me about the stuff i watch and listen to haha!



Yea and i also heard that Super junior will be coming to Singapore for their concert..crap! i wanna go!!!(freak i know!! told ya)

Schools starting soon! cant believe it, i'm already 18 this year, this is going to be my second year in ite gosh! times flies soooo fast! we already in 2011,

haha well this past few days or rather last year has been awesome..i will just share a few things that were going on last month(dec 2010)

Firstly
celebrated christmas, there was this christmas production thing that the youths came up with, was awesome! the crew were the bombs! Then a few days later there was watchnight at suntec city..performed the 11 past 12 bollywood dance for watchnight(sayonara dance team! this is the last time i'm going to dance ever!:P)..and celebrated the new years day too! was really fun at watchnight

Secondly!
got back my results,and though the grades were disappointing, i'm really happy to be able to continue ite as a year 2 student cause seriously, i thought i was really going to fail..dead serious. Was so anxious to find out my results whether i pass, whether i would be going to year 2 or repeating my modules. But yeap thank God that i manage to pull off all my modules, yea and i got to start studying hard now if i want to go into poly..

Thirdly
i heard that this particular friend of mine who backslided has been attending some chinese chapel, really glad to hear that, haven seen him for about a year or 2? yea so i will continue to pray for him and that when he feels alone and when he feels like giving up, that theres God there, that he will see him through every circumstances..hope to catch up with him soon.:D

yeap and thats about it, all in all i just wanna really thank God for bringing me through the year 2010, its been tough in 2010, but that really taught me how to rely on God more, that hes always there to help me, even if it was just in the little stuffs, we should learn to be more thankful and ever so grateful to him. i really wanna start shining for God's glory this year, i wanna talk about him to my friends and i pray that God gives me the courage and wisdom to do so..haha!



HOMIES! haha not sure about the spelling! is that how you spell it? haha!

Friday

I been thinking alot recently about stuffs,about my future and about my walk with God.and i feel like i have let God down,with all my doubts,i feel so weak spiritually and i became lost in my own world,i feel that i'm trapped in a cage,with all this worries and negative thoughts in my brains about the future and how will it look like and i wonder sometimes why i had to go through this,why am i here,whats my purpose in life.I feel like giving up,to not continue anymore.

But despite all this,God has see me through everything.Yes it gets hard at times and i feel like giving up but God helped me,telling me to continue on,he motivated me.Yes i get caged up in this negative thoughts full of worries and anxiety,but God helped me,through the promises of his word in the bible.Yes i get lost in my own world thinking i'm alone with no one to help me through this,but God was there,sending my family,friends and my leaders to guide me through step by step,bit by bit

I need to learn to thank God for not leaving me..its because of this that i learn to count on God more,to learn to have more faith in him.And i need not worry about the future,Jeremaiah 29:11(For I know the plans I have for you,” declares the LORD, “plans to prosper you and not to harm you, plans to give you hope and a future.).

God has given me more than enough and i know that whereever i am,hes there for me.And my love ones and friends are all backing me up so i shouldnt worry about being alone cause God has promise that he will never leave me nor forsake me.

Sometimes the devil tries to put stupid thoughts in your brain,and i mean REALLY REALLY stupid ones,but we must learn not to entertain it and stand right back up and shout back,SHUT UP DEVIl,cause when Gods in a picture,the devil has no victory.I have a big God and the devil is sooo tiny compared to God.I cant just keep thinking about negative stuffs,I mean,i got a generation out there waiting to hear about the gospel and i need to do my part to share it to them!

No matter what God!I know you're with me!i will continue to press on and praise you!You deserve all the praise all the time! :D